Maybe this is the end,
So, I want
to tell you everything
Monday, December 17, 2007
"Sigh"
I'm not sure about my future in school...
I'm stuck between the choice of 1st and 2nd language for Chinese in school...
People say I should swap in 2nd language because my standard...
"Yes...I know my Chinese stinks..."
People say I should stay in 1st language,same class...
"But judging from my standard...I don't think that I'll do good in the same class.
Besides,the teacher is using Cantonese most of the time,which I don't understand..."
People say I should change to 1s language,other classes...
"But...It'll affect my teacher,as she may think I dislike her..."
Really stressed about this...
By choosing 1st language,I would be able to get an A for my grade.
A good grade for my report card...
But I'm struggling to survive in my class...'Cause I'm the last in class...
By selecting 2nd language,life would be more easier for me...
Understandable language and easy work...Ideal life for Chinese...
But,I would only get a C at the maximum for my grade...
And,crap,it'll affect my final grade...
Still,it all comes down to 1 question...
To change...Or not to change...?
"A thirst for love...
A thirst for blood...
Control yourself...
Don't let it flood
In your pure mind..
Where your beauty
And youth finds
Freedom inside..."
- 10:27 AM -
est. 2003 OCT
Austin at 14...Going on 15
"Telling A Tale From My Heart...
A Story That Is Currently Progressing.
Life's Not A Game...
Although We Want To Have Many Chances..
Sadly,Unfortunately,That's Never Going To Happen.
Regrets...Sorrows...Hatred...Revenge..
Thoughts Of Negative Actions...
That's When A Beast Is Coming From You
And Coming For You Too."
"I'm Just Here Alone...
And You Guys Aren't Here...
I Feel Like An Outsider...
A Person That Wants To Be Known,
But Fears Of Jealousy And Anger.
So What Could I Do?
Just Wait Here Silently For An Angel...
To Save Me From This Emotionless Body..."
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