Maybe this is the end,
So, I want
to tell you everything
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Today is a very boring day...
So sleepy...So tired...
Just a short post to my friends...
I don't really care whether you care for me...
But I'll try my best to care for all of you..
It's not that I'm acting weird because of something else...
But I just can't miss my chance again...
- 9:58 PM -
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
"Stop deceiving yourself
If you know who you are...
Stop blaming yourself
If you knew you would change...
Stop complaining about your environment
If you're going to be stuck there......
Never think you're bad
If you hadn't tried so...
Never blame other people
If you knew it was your problem...
Never say No
When a friend is in need..."
"When you're in hell...Keep going...Don't stop...Or you'll get eliminated..."
"I search frantically through my memories..
Finding a place that could keep me trapped there forever...
I didn't succeed..But you know what?
The times of the past were very fun...
But it's time to look ahead...
I'm not trying to be cold here..But..
It's time to go...
Don't look back now...
Because we're fighting...
We're elites...
We fight for our friends..
We fight for our families..
We fight for ourselves..
Fight for your future..
Fight for your place...
Persevere to bitter end...
And we shall walk this path together.."
- 10:19 PM -
Monday, October 29, 2007
"I'll keep running...
I'll run till the end...
I'll run away from it...
But you gave me the light...
To escape that dark,gloomy shadow
That engulfs me..."
I keep escaping from the fact that I'm who I am...
I keep rejecting the words that others tell me...
I keep wishing that no one would be troubled about me..
Till you showed up...
You gave me the strength to stand up...
You gave me the courage to turn around...
You gave me the light that guides me through darkness...
Although this may sound a little weird...
But...
Thank you for showing me the path...
"It's time...
To look back...
It's never too late..
If you believe...
You'll see everything..."
I...I...Have Nothing...To...Say...
- 7:41 PM -
Saturday, October 27, 2007
A nice day today....
A very nice day indeed...
Drama performance today was excellent...Have to give thanks to all of my co-actors out there...
I thought it was just going to be a normal dram act...Yeah..That TV stuffs..
Yup...It wasn't as simple as you think...
How about imagining me in a flat top dress on stage...like a homosexual..
A SEXY ONE...
Ouch..That was surprising..
And don't ask me about it..
I meant the singaporean ones...not the hong kong ones...
Went out with a couple of friends after that...
Funny guys..but they are not bad..
And this was when it really made me think for a few hours...
This friend of mine was in Macdonald's with me, having a chat with her and the rest..
And we started on a topic...
"Friends are forever..."
I thought that friends are not forever...
Her sentence hit me HARD...
"No cause real friends don't need to be together, as long as we treat each other as friends, its friends forever..."
She was right..She was right on target..I was stunned..I couldn't reply..
Is there really such thing as friends forever?
"I walked on the streets,with no sense of directions...I see my friends talking..Their happy faces...
That alone makes me happy...
Even if no one seems to notice me...it's okay...
As long as they're happy..
As long as they're happy.."
- 11:11 PM -
Thursday, October 25, 2007
"Ding Dong...."
Heh,sounds like the school bell...
Everytime I hear that bell,I'll know that I'm just 1 step closer to home...
Everytime I hear that bell,I've been warned that 50 minutes of my life has just passed me..
Everytime I look at that file...I wished that I can go back home...
Everytime I look at that treasure...It reminds me of the purpose that I'm here for...
The facts about my past life is not going to burden me down...
The facts about my past life is not going to be forgotten...
For the happiness and the sorrow I have shared with my buddies out there...
Is going to remain permanent in my head..
...And no-one...no-one can change this fact...
- 10:16 PM -
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
"Yawn", Whoa..My blog's going to be an antique...
I guess I really don't keep my word..Although I promise to blog everyday, i didn't in the end..Damn..
So you guys are enjoying your time in Singapore now...Your exams are over already..Time really passes us so fast..and you guys are going to be secondary 3 already.Congrats..
Oh,by the way,I'm coming back to Singapore in December..Somewhere..So prepare to be free,or I'll be bored when I arrive here.
Oh well..I guess I'll try to break my bad habit off my way...Feeling so bad...See you guys later...
- 5:30 PM -
Monday, October 01, 2007
Sorry guys...Seemed to have lost interest with blogging...
Busy schedules with tormenting days that seem to throw themselves at me endlessly.
I wonder about the situations that are happening to my Singaporean friends out there...Hey,how's everything going?
Heard you guys got a lot of work on your hands huh?
Yeah,I understand...Things are complicated here too..
Sorry if I've ignored your posts...Well,not exactly "ignored",but not "noticed".
Isn't it great that your holidays are finally coming?And it's only the start for me...
I'll try to blog everyday...But my internet's kind of cranky..so its ok if you don't see me online often...
- 10:00 PM -
est. 2003 OCT
Austin at 14...Going on 15
"Telling A Tale From My Heart...
A Story That Is Currently Progressing.
Life's Not A Game...
Although We Want To Have Many Chances..
Sadly,Unfortunately,That's Never Going To Happen.
Regrets...Sorrows...Hatred...Revenge..
Thoughts Of Negative Actions...
That's When A Beast Is Coming From You
And Coming For You Too."
"I'm Just Here Alone...
And You Guys Aren't Here...
I Feel Like An Outsider...
A Person That Wants To Be Known,
But Fears Of Jealousy And Anger.
So What Could I Do?
Just Wait Here Silently For An Angel...
To Save Me From This Emotionless Body..."
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